STARDOMSTATEOFMIND

This is a new track from Beyonce, entitled Poison. . .Im def feelin this song right now. Alot of times we find ourselves in a relationship that is not good for us but we lack the strength to let go. Sometimes it takes for the person to hurt you so bad...to the point of no return for you to finally let them go... And even then, your not sure of what to do because you are torn. If they come crawling back begging for your forgiveness, or even if you simply have a discussion and settle your differences, you never want to feel that pain again..So are they to be trusted with your heart again??

You desire to have this person out of your life, but you check your phone multiple times though out the day...anxiously checking facebook, or any other form of communication to see if they've tried to contact you. The hardest thing to believe is that someone you thought who would never intentionally hurt you, would actually hurt you the worst.

Everything around you reminds you of them, a scent a song, a bar, a tv show.. everything is a reminder of the good times...but late at night you're reminded of the bad times because they are not there. At times its unbearable and you dont wanna be alone to let your mind wonder...you try everything to keep your mind off of it...you dont even wanna talk about it...

But guess what...life goes on. Its important to remember to never spend your time thinking about someone who doesn't deserve you. Take this time to better yourself and truly find out what is important for you. Im a strong believer in taking care of your dreams and passions and everything else will fall in place. Everything happens for a reason.. At times we dont know what those reasons are, but if a person cant accept you or love you the way you deserve... the relationship could never last...so let go..and ull be OK...in fact you'll be great! x0x0